Crew Member Shares Mental Health Struggle Following Deluge of Backlash After Historic Trip
A pioneering space traveler has opened up regarding her struggle with mental health after being subjected to a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – celebrated as a researcher and activist – was part of the short-duration mission in April, which also included celebrity crewmates.
The much-publicized journey was met with derision by some, who cited its expense and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the ordeal, the astronaut, who was celebrated as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the negative reaction eclipsed her moment under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” the astronaut shared in a public message, describing a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the journey.
She characterized the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“Stuck in Texas, I spent a week unable to rise from my bed,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
The researcher, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and performed experiments during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – from her studies and extensive preparation to the historic significance of her heritage – was drowned out under the avalanche of misogyny.
She is best known for her groundbreaking advocacy championing the cause of survivors of assault.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was paused after an attack during her university years, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
The Fog Begins to Lift
In the time since achieving her goal, she noted the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she expressed gratitude the followers whose kindness helped save her. “You were my salvation,” she wrote.
She added that despite the negativity, considerable good had resulted from the flight, such as elevated attention for her women's health research and platforms for her activism.
About the Mission
The fully automated spacecraft lifted off from its launch site in the spring, carrying the six-woman crew on a short trip that passed the internationally recognized boundary of outer space.
The team of pioneers also included experts in various fields.
The venture behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company founded by a Amazon founder.
